Binge/Purge for five days straight
Hi, all. I've relapsed into The Purge. My throat is aching today, kinda itchy. I think I might have caused it to bleed because of purging.
I didn't eat anything at all yesterday, because I couldn't puke my dinner out two nights ago. Today I'm determined to not eat again. No difference, because even if I eat I throw it all up again.
Eating makes me feel like crap. So much so that I even took part in a pro-anorexia and bulimia site months ago. I know I should be recovering by now, but I still go to that site. I count calories excessively.
Dunno how to look at food the same way.
Hey, @Blaaaze! I am sorry to hear that you have relapsed into the purge. Throat issues can be really annoying and painful at times. It looks like you are struggling quite a bit with this purging behavior. Not eating can be really harmful to your health but I understand that we can end up looking at it as the only way when eating makes you feel bad. Going to these sites seem to be having a negative effect on your health, would you consider not going to these sites and replacing them with something that would have a positive effect on you?
