I got diagnosed

Hey fellow human beings, I just got diagnosed with bulimia, I have been suffering from this eating disorder for about half a year now. Before that I used to be anorexic. I'm nearly 22 and getting all the help I need, but it's still hard, so I decided to join this amazing community. Over the last year I gained 20 kilos, and they don't seem to disappear no matter how hard I try to diet. But I always slip back to bingeing and purging. I have been clean for three days now and I'm really trying to eat healthy and take care of myself, but I still worry I'll slip back to this vicious cycle. Anyways I hope you are all doing the best you can, even when it doesn't seem to get better, you will get through this, you just have to keep on trying. Best wishes to all. Dande