im not myself anymore because of bulimia
Bulimia changed me im fighting all the time with My sist i stole money for buying tone of food i have a cold heart i dont know if people feel the same
I'm so sorry that you're struggling with this! It can definitely take over your life and make you into a whole other human being. I think that you're strong enough for realizing your actions already, though, and that's a great first step to becoming healthy!
I completely agree with LittlestOlive. The fact that you are a) recognizing that it's an issue and b) reaching out to others is huge. I can definitely relate to feeling like my eating disorder took over part of my personality and made me do things I otherwise would not have, as well as made me lash out against my friends and family. If you ever want to talk about it, feel free to message me and we can set up some time. <3
A similar thing happened to me when I struggled with my eating habits, but it's normal and I'm sure your sister understands that you're having a hard time. I believe you can get through this so just stay strong and don't give up! :)