loosing control
Im eating ll the time i cant dO this anymore My family have to but food aller the rime Bécause of me im a horrible person a selfish egostical one i need to stop eating i kniw its healthy but i dont care hope i will die soon i dont have a reason to live anyway its hurt too much
Sabrina, is your family aware of your bulimia? Have you sought out professional help/treatment? Please do reach out for help. Speaking from personalexperience with this disorder, it is not something you can conquer alone. You CAN overcome this but please seekouthelp.
Im already sée someone il going to go on hospital fort My bulimia actually at home its impossible i lost control
I am very glad to hear you are seeing someone for help Sabrina. Things sound really difficultfor you right now but remember thiswill notbe soforever. Hold onto hope for a healthier and happier tomorrow. You WILLgain control over your eating and feel better. Keep seeking help and be gentle with yourself. Take it oneday at a time. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Wishing you strength and courage on your path to recovery.
Its hard to have hope My family hâtes me they r right im became a monster without heart having fit all the time
Sabrina you aren't a monster you are a lovely human you can fight against bulimia i believe in you.....someday maybe tomorrow you will gain your control i know it. Sabrina if you need somebody you know we are here for us you are important you can talk with us about everything because we accept everybody
I'm sorry you're struggling Sabrina, I know how hard it is to have hope at times and I'm sorry you feel that your family isn't on your side. You aren't selfish or a monster and I understand how losing control over your body and your eating habits can take a toll. I hope that you'll continue to reach out here and to reach out to a crisis counselor if things get to be too much. Wishing you peace, friend! You might also want to check out some of our self-help guides on eating disorders and managing emotions if you're interested.
