Am i just being stupid (tw?)
I'm wondering if i have an eating disorder. For a while now I've been making myslef throw up after eating most meals. i guess i just can't tell if I'm faking it for attention. Like i wouldn't do it on purpose but I'm afraid i am subconsciously. Especially because i don't over eat or eat large amount of food, I just end up making myslef throw up without eating a lot of food. I'm just worried that if i actually say anything to someone about it like I'll realize I've been faking it for attention, or I'll start to get better on my own and have caused a scene for nothing.
@SmallClownBoy I am not an expert, but making yourself throw up does sound like it's an issue of some kind that should be discussed with a doctor. You're right, it might simply get better after a while, but it's impossible to be sure, so it seems to me that at least having a conversation about it with a doctor could be valuable.
Charlie