Do i have an eating disorder?
I havent been hungry for 2 years now (I am 17) and that worries me a lot. I just never feel hungry anymore. So i eat very much less than i did before.
I feel guilt from eating and that i dont deserve to eat. But i usually eat dinner like i wont worry my father. Even tho he gets worried because my meals are much smaller than they used to be.
Some days i do not eat and that makes me feel a weird kind of good feeling.
Some days i force myself to throw up to punish myself in a way.
I do not hate the way my body i know i have a healthy weight and such but i would not conplain if i lost weight. When i see i have lost some weight it makes me feel great. But i still think the body i have now is okay.
@mimishake
Hello! There could be a possibility that you may have an ED. It is a good idea to see a doctor, nutritionist, etc. just to make sure that all is well :)
Im kinda the same way as @minishake im only 13 and 2 years ago for a month straight I wasn't hungry and would only eat dinner. Then the bigginning of 6th grade I started eating less and less. Somedays I dont eat at all and because I dont have a gag reflex I cant fource myself to puke. And my step mom is freaking out because ive lost [weight number removed by Forum Mentor @RaCat] sense June. I kinda like the pain though.
Hello, @dapperTree1599, thanks for sharing. It's possible you could be struggling with an ED. Although we at 7Cups are here to support you in anyway we can, it may be a good idea to also speak with a doctor, therapist, etc. in order to ensure that your body is healthy.
Hello @dapperTree1599, thanks for sharing. Sadly but we can't share numbers of weight lost in our forums as it might be triggering for some, so I needed to edit your post and remove it, I hope you don't mind 
Eu tenho 18 anos não sinto vontade de comer a 4 meses, e quando como é desesperadamente mas não por fome e sim pra encher o vazio que eu sinto, as pessoas a minha volta me amam mas não sinto o suficiente, tenho vontade de morrer todo dia. E quando olho no espelho me vejo gorda.
Well, September last year I decided to "eat healthily" cause I wanted to lose weight. Without realizing, I was starving myself by eating wayyyy too little. I lost the weight, drastically, also losty period.
I wanted the period back, people said to eat more. So I did, but I didn't want to gain the weight back. So I'd binge then starve and exercise excessively. That binge/starve cycle went on from mid of October to end of November.
Then I found out that I had to reduce my exercise. So I did, also I ate more, but it wasn't bringing. I got my period at the end of December. But now I can't stop binge eating and obsessing over food. I have been eating to the point where I can't move for the past two weeks.
I'm not sure if it's an eating disorder because I've only experienced it for 5 months? Still going though, I'm trying to eat "normally" but it's just hard
