Eating Disorders
I have struggled with my eating disorder for years and as I'm sure some of you can relate, it is a really tough battle. I'm constantly in between to I lose weight (which would worsen my relationship with my family and my boyfriend) or do i stay the same weight and be unhappy. I know some day I might learn to accept my weight but it's too hard right now. according to BMI Iam not overweight and am no longer underweight, but when Isee myself in the mirror Ijust see a big blob of fat. My therapist has been helping me with this for years. It gets better in phases but lately urges with this and my other problems have gotten worse. 3 months without purging or self harm but ive been hanging on by a thread. I would love to hear your stories.
All I know is that i haven't been eating at all and I'm getting worried but I still don't want to eat because Don'twant to be fat
Saaaaameee😿
I recently got over anorexia / bulimia, it was so painful at first, having to eat really made me hate myself but I figured out what's best for me
I'm still in recovery from my eating disorder, and I've really been struggling lately. :(
im tired of eating and feeling terrible about it; im tired of constantly purging, im tired of everything. im pathetic.
After years of forced recovery i still don't understand how anyone wants to "get better" I felt so happy and good about myself when i was so underweight, now i feel worse than i ever have. If i actually want to be happy i have to lose all this weight AGAIN, and it really fucking pisses me of how they could do this to me and force me to live in a body that i'd rather die than to live in. All that hard work and all the progress just to gave them take it away from me. Fucking asscracks. (Sorry for all the swearing.)
I WILL NEVER "RECOVER" AND I DON'T WANT TO.
I developed my eating disorder back in October/November of last year it was the worst two months then I was finally in control and doing well for myself the second week of December. It started back up at the end of March and it's been worst this week I haven't eaten nor drinken anything in the past four days. My friend I usually talk to about has been a bit MIA so I haven't been able to talk to him which sucks because I'm so open with him. I'm just trying to take each day little by little.
Hi everyone I been struggling with my Ed for 20 years I feel like no one understands me or believe me when I say I am sick.
Have you tried therapy or EDA (Eating Disorder Anonymous) meetings?
I literally can't eat, I'm scary I'll be fat.. Maybe I'm obsessed.. I'm really tired..
I literally can't eat, I'm scary I'll be fat.. Maybe I'm obsessed.. I'm really tired..