Guilty, binge eating, might be bulimic
In a year I lost about 17kgs because I had chronic diarrhea. Everyone told me how good I looked and how much the weight loss made me look younger and more beautiful. I finally found a cure to my diarrhea and now that its gone, I'm starting to gain weight again little by little. I've gained 6kg now and I'm scared of losing control and getting fat again. I used to eat as much as I wanted and still lost weight, I feel like I want to be sick again and have diarrhea but I know its unhealthy. I'm starting to binge eat recently and I'm having cravings I never had before. It's making me feel guilty because everyone was so happy and proud, including myself for losing so much weight.
@Vivienm
Hi, am Tani.
you know this is about you, not others or what they say. Tell me honestly did you feel good when you were unwell. How can being unwell or losing weight because of it be good for you? so please take stock of your life and health and eat sensibly and mindfully. Health is the most precious wealth we have.
wish you all the best.
take care
love
Tani
