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User Profile: straightforwardKiwi5925
straightforwardKiwi5925 December 5th, 2020

Hey, I have been struggling with ED for a while now and it has continued to get worse. I have lost all interest in improving wellbeing and health and I feel so empty inside. I have been hurt and broken by the same guy so many times that I have lost count and everytime this cycle repeats my ED goes out of control and I become deep into it.

It's just this feeling is making me go crazy . It terrifies me. I'm so tired and I really need somebody, I can't tell anybody in my close circle because I'm just not ready and am terrified of their judgement. I hate to display any kind of weakness in front others and ED is one of my greatest one that even when I try to say it out loud the words get stuck and somehow i can't seem to say any of them.

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User Profile: Asher
Asher December 7th, 2020

Thanks for sharing that with us on here.

User Profile: TheMadHatterWasHere
TheMadHatterWasHere December 7th, 2020

@straightforwardKiwi5925 You will get better at some time, just takes a lot of time sometimes heart

User Profile: talkswithariba
talkswithariba December 9th, 2020

@straightforwardKiwi5925

Hello, thank you for sharing. It really takes a lot of courage to open you. I'm sorry about what you're going through, it really does seem a lot. But please know, you've been battling up till now, there's no reason to give up. Keep going, and please know you're not alone, we are here for you! Please know that your ED doesn't define you, so you don't have to be bothered by anyone's opinions but it's okay if you don't wanna share with your friend's circle right now. You could perhaps, think about going to a therapist? Or maybe just sharing with your family about how you've been feeling?

Take good care, you are important and we are here to support you on your journey!

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User Profile: straightforwardKiwi5925
straightforwardKiwi5925 OP December 11th, 2020

@talkswithariba thank you :) that was really comforting to hear❤️ Hope you have a good day

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