I don’t know what’s going on
I sometimes like completely stop eating for awhile or eat one small meal a day and feel awful whenever I do eat. I have a tendency of weighing myself in the morning and in the evening. I can't look at myself with out getting upset. I recently got sick and struggled for a little over a month to keep any food down and I lost almost [edited by Anomalia to remove weight specifics] pounds in like 3 or 4 weeks and was extremely happy about it like that was the happiest I've been all year. I don't know what's going on but I don't think it's healthy.
I was got extremely underweight in 7th grade (about 2 years ago) and it kinda been a problem ever since. I didn’t realize it was a problem until my doctor asked me about it. I’ve lost a lot of weight this year and am continuously losing more.
I don’t know I just hate my body and nobody cares. My dad also feeds it like I’ll finally be like yeah you know what we’re gonna go do it! And my dads always brings up how it’ll make me gain weight and make me fat, you look like a cow, how will I ever get rid of you if you look like that it’s a good thing you have my face
@placidPear5589 - I'm sorry to hear that you've been struggling, and especially that your dad is being so unsupportive - that makes it so much harder! I'm glad that you've shared here and hopefully being able to talk about what's going on can bring some level of relief to it. Have you ever talked about these feelings with anyone in your life?
I have brought it up with some family members and they’ve been like well you don’t look like it and it just makes it worse so I just kind of stopped talking with them about it. I would bring it up with my doctor but my mom has to be in the room and she’s always like it’s not that bad that’s not really happening so I don’t really know what to do.
