I'm so f*cked
Gonna meet up with my RPG-group, but it's very fare from home, so I can't just go home to eat. Which means I won't get to eat something for two full days. I haven't really ever fasted that long before, and I'm scared that it will go great bc then I wanna fast more.
But at the same time I'm also scared it will go wrong, and I will get really dizzy and maybe pass out.
But I don't know what to do. I can't eat with others, especially people I don't know, my family is ok, so it's not an option to eat. I am really looking forward to going there, for the first time ever, and I have already said to them that I'm going, so to pass is not really an option.
But how can I survive for two days without eating just a little bit? I'm not eating a lot this month, but I'm still eating, if I feel really hungry (not a lot though). What can I do to not pass out? I CAN drink coke and soda in general with other people, so I'm planning on surviving on that, but can I do that?
@EvilRegalsReadToo I think you know that simply not passing out isn't enough. Your body needs nutrients to survive. If eating in front of people is too much right now, then when you're in situations like that one how can you find some time to grab something to eat alone first? If it's far from home, where else can you get food? Can you bring snacks with you in general so that you have options if you find yourself unable to get home to eat? There are lots of options, but not eating can't be one of them,
@Anomalia I don't "find myself unable to get home to eat" it's a four hour drive from my home, at least, so I can't just drive home, even if I wanted to.
And I can't figure out a single way to eat at the groupmeeting (it's both saturday and sunday), bc we are in a small appartment and I can't just "go for myself" unless I go to the bathroom, but that's not that smart either, bc there is only one bathroom and if others need to use it, I won't occupie it.
But if there are a lot of options, please tell me some of them, bc I can't seem to find them at all.
UPDATE: I survived the weekend by fasting and drinking soda. I'm sad that I felt like I couldn't do anything else, bc my ED has run amok after that. I don't feel like eating at all.
Mentally the trip was really good for me. I found out that I could actually do stuff, and I felt really at home with my RPG-friends. But ED-wise it wasn't good for me at all. I have begun to really love the feeling of feeling hungry :/
So people was right, it wasn't good for my ED to take that trip :S