My eating disorder story. How it started .

I had never been skinny . As a child yes but then I got chubby arounaround the age of 10. I remember a life chchanging event the years that followed. My family was very poor and the food we ate was kinda limited . So i became obssesed with food. It was my comfort . My sister always made fun of my weight she was bulimic andoften times heard her. Well when I was 14 I became obssesed with my weight and calcalories. I would stave and eat small meals . Excersieand throw upif I ate to much. I lost a lot of weight and wondered why people couldn't just stop eating. Well karma came and after two years of starving I ganiedthe weight back plus more . I had sworn to myselmyself id never gain weiweight. I couldn't I had been obssebiased with my weight. But guess what ? It happhappened . Now I have BED and I know if your struggling with an eatineatingdisorder this is your worst nightmare but I I've told mysemyself its another battle to overcome!! And I will. I've overcame a lot. Now its time tokick butt and overcome this one. WE ARE FIGHTERsand we CAN'T GIVE UP. Much love to anyone who knows the feeling !