Not really sure what I am
all right so not really sure what I am at this point. I'm a gymnast and my coach's are obsessed with our weight. My coach says we need to cut carb sugar and fat out of our diets. She also makes us workout in jackets and legging so we burn more calories. I work out 5 hours a day and I'm counting my calories I try to stick to a calorie-based diet. I'm at a point we're I can't look in the mirror with out being repuled. Food disgust me and even when I'm hungry I can't eat. I struggle to eat in front of people or talk about what I eat in general. I'm not really sure what that makes me. My parents refuse to have a scale in the house so Ive found my self weighing myself up to 10 times a day when I go to a friend's house. I think that now that my coach has made remarks about my body image and weight it's gotten worse. but ya so I'm not really sure if I qualify for the whole eating dosorder thing.
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@idwtdbidwtl This sounds very much like an eating disorder, possibly anorexia from reading the information. Please research this and other eating disorders, and try to get professional help. Also, your coach is abusing you and the other gymnasts, which is illegal.
Hi there, I know how you feel. I am not a gymnast or anything like that but i cant eat in feont of people eather. I found it was so bad to begin with and i couldnt eat anything unless i was on my own. Just know that it gets better. Just dont judge yourself and look at food as a good thing. I started off eating healthy in feont of others to make me feel better. It still happens some times but i promise it wont always feel like this.