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i stopped looking at my scale and started eating constantly but recently i decided just to check my weight out of curiosity and noticed i gained a lot of weight.i had noticed my clothes were getting tighter and i wasn’t feeling super good about myself before,but i wasn’t sure why but now i do.i feel horrible because before i was maintaining a weight i was okay with (even if it wasn’t healthy) and i felt better about my body but now i just want to cry and fall back on those old habits