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br1e222
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PathStep 11 Compassion hearts41 Forum posts12 Forum upvotes20 Current upvotes20 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2022 Member sinceApril 15, 2022
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Trauma Support / by br1e222
Last post
 October 21st, 2022
...See more last night was my moms birthday and i won't go into details on how i got to the point i was in but she had left to pick up a friend and i had been asked to sweep our bathroom well i physically couldn't walk at the moment and started crying because i felt terrible because i knew she was already having a bad day.i went to sit down and started crying more and asking her to come home (i convinced myself she had left again) and one of her friends came in and asked if i wanted to call her but she wasn't answering that's when the hallucinations started and i started hearing her voice and i just kept crying i then threw up a few times and that's when she got home i kept apologizing because i felt i ruined her birthday and i felt really bad not only did i ruin things with her i feel like everyone hates me because i kept asking everyone to go away even my girlfriend and i feel bad about it still
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episode?
Depression Support / by br1e222
Last post
 October 19th, 2022
...See more last night was my moms birthday and i won’t go into details on how i got to the point i was in but she had left to pick up a friend and i had been asked to sweep our bathroom well i physically couldn’t walk at the moment and started crying because i felt terrible because i knew she was already having a bad day.i went to sit down and started crying more and asking her to come home (i convinced myself she had left again) and one of her friends came in and asked if i wanted to call her but she wasn’t answering that’s when the hallucinations started and i started hearing her voice and i just kept crying i then threw up a few times and that’s when she got home i kept apologizing because i felt i ruined her birthday and i felt really bad not only did i ruin things with her i feel like everyone hates me because i kept asking everyone to go away even my girlfriend and i feel bad about it still
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Eating Disorder Support / by br1e222
Last post
 July 3rd, 2022
...See more i stopped looking at my scale and started eating constantly but recently i decided just to check my weight out of curiosity and noticed i gained a lot of weight.i had noticed my clothes were getting tighter and i wasn’t feeling super good about myself before,but i wasn’t sure why but now i do.i feel horrible because before i was maintaining a weight i was okay with (even if it wasn’t healthy) and i felt better about my body but now i just want to cry and fall back on those old habits
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dealing with depression
Depression Support / by br1e222
Last post
 May 17th, 2022
...See more i just want to di3 sometimes. i don’t know how to cope with this feeling because it comes so often and sometimes i really consider it but then again i can’t.so i just sit and cry and scream and have these ‘meltdowns’ and try to calm myself but i don’t know how.this happens over every little thing too and i feel like i just want attention or something and i feel like i can’t talk to anyone without getting myself hospitalized but honestly ill take anything just to stop the feeling.
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ptsd
Trauma Support / by br1e222
Last post
 July 18th, 2024
...See more hi! i recently got a ptsd diagnosis and have honestly been a little confused,although i know i have trauma ive never had flashbacks or anything like that from it and never thought my trauma was honestly that bad.i was never physically abused or anything like that and i just don’t understand and am wondering if there are other symptoms to ptsd?if it isn’t clear i really don’t understand ptsd and would love to learn about it especially if it’s something i do have :)
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undiagnosed ?
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by br1e222
Last post
 August 6th, 2022
...See more how did you guys know you were bipolar?if you even knew of course,because I think I am and so does my mom and my psychiatrist suspects it but I’m to young to be diagnosed and it just feels so weird because if I’m not then why am I the way I am yk? im so emotional i cry all the time I’m angry and then I’m suddenly just fine it’s so weird? and the medication im on i don’t feel does anything like im on a low dose mood stabilizer and the dosent do much for my mood swings and I just feel so bad cause im always crying and I feel like people look at me and think “wow she’s crying again “ and it’s over stupid stuff but it’s not stupid to me?i dont know
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