i am afraid to eat
i used to starve myself last autumn. it led me to stomach issues. i got rid off those obssesive controlling of how much i am eating and bla bla bla. somewhere two weeks ago i started to eat less. i tried not to starve myself fully, i just missed lunch and had slight for dinner. now i feel like i am about to stat eating w/o control again. i want to eat through the force until i feel sick. i can't help myself.
@sunnyPal39
Hello, Sunny. Thank you for sharing with us about your food struggles. Eating disorders can be a struggle. I can understand being scared of eating, especially due to the history you have with food. You mentioned that you eventually got rid of obsessing over how much you ate for a while but that you had relapsed to start to eat less. I was wondering, if I may, what happened that caused the relapse? I know it has been a while, so I am hoping that you were able to get some help. Please check-in and let us know how you're doing.