Fear
Im completely terrified when i go a couple days with eating "normally" or i think my face is getting a little chubby or bloated. It makes me think im getting fat or recovering.
Then i start comparing myself from old photos when my ed first started to now and it makes me depressed.
@discreetPomegranate1970
😔
It's really brave of you to admit this and be so honest 🩵
I hope you find a way to have a comfortable relationship with food and see that you are beautiful as you are 🩷
@Amanda84
Thank you so much♡
@discreetPomegranate1970
A pleasure 💜
@discreetPomegranate1970
I've been going through something very similar recently too. I can't help that feeling that I'm craving something because I'm bored, lonely, or depressed. It helps me forget about the uncomfortable feelings at the moment or what triggers it.
It's even a worse feeling to feel so disciplined after going months or years without trying to eat junk food. I don't have an issue with body imagine, but it's more of how much control I feel I have for myself.
I hope you find people who will understand and listen to what you're going through. It's a very real thing and something that should be seen as a real problem that affect us in many ways. ♡