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discreetPomegranate1970
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TW:This poem is strictly for people thats going through a hard time please dont read it if you are going through alot
Eating Disorder Support / by discreetPomegranate1970
Last post
 June 22nd
...See more TW:ED F*t,it's all i see F*t is all on me No matter how ski*ny people may see me I will always be that girl who's begging for a waist Scale numbers dropping at a rapid pace But my mind will not be fooled by such lies Scale numbers are a devil in disguise It makes my heart bleed knowing it will never be enough But i can never get over the disgust The numbing feeling of being thin The emptiness of nothing filling me to the brim The addiction is overwhelming Yet i crave more So yes, fat is all i see But i rather be starving than actually be me.
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Fear
Eating Disorder Support / by discreetPomegranate1970
Last post
 June 21st
...See more Im completely terrified when i go a couple days with eating "normally" or i think my face is getting a little chubby or bloated. It makes me think im getting fat or recovering. Then i start comparing myself from old photos when my ed first started to now and it makes me depressed.
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Recovery
Eating Disorder Support / by discreetPomegranate1970
Last post
 May 5th
...See more You are not weak if you are in recovery nor are weak if you aren't And to the people that say otherwise they are not where are.
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Disgust
Eating Disorder Support / by discreetPomegranate1970
Last post
 April 19th
...See more I absolutely despise the feeling of fat on me. Its so unfair when people will say "oh but you're skinny/thin" but I can physically feel the fat on my body or face or hands. Dont even get me started on body dysmorphia,every time i pass a damn mirror or have a sirt on im doing body checks and feel like cutting every fat on my body out.
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Confused
Eating Disorder Support / by discreetPomegranate1970
Last post
 March 23rd
...See more Can some please explain to me what this ed is like i eat food but i purge but i also feel guilty to eat and also feel so guilty that i dont eat but when i eat normal amounts of food i still purge??? Whats is this ed called? Is it anorexia or bulimia?
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Death
Eating Disorder Support / by discreetPomegranate1970
Last post
 March 19th
...See more When it comes to ed and ur totally suck into it like even people put me in therapy and i act like i try but i know i physically and mentally cant get myself to get better and its kinda scary because sometimes deep down we know it ends up in death
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Feeling
Eating Disorder Support / by discreetPomegranate1970
Last post
 February 25th
...See more Is it just me or when your have an ED or just insecure about your body you can physically feel the fat on you and it makes you feel awful. I absolutely hate that i feel like just cutting it off or just crying.
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