When will I be able to feel normal
I look at everyone around me and they seem so at ease when eating, and I wonder how. I haven’t been able to eat without guilt or purging or hating myself for 3 years now. When will I be able to look in the mirror and love myself for who I am..or to not worry about how many calories are in something….or even be able to eat in public without feeling like everyone’s eyes are on me and like that are judging me. When can I live my life and feel human. I always wonder to myself how can I struggle to do something that I need to do to survive. I feel pathetic :(
@Nicomallory12
Hello,
You're not pathetic at all. <3
Remember that you are not alone and try not to compare yourself to those around you. You are on your own healing journey and that's okay. As long as you're trying, its okay.
Sending you hugs. 💛💫
