Hi,,, I’m Miri (he/she)

Uh, my eating disorder is pretty recent but I’ve suffered with anorexia for a few months (I’m currently recovering, though I still deny myself food when I get the chance). I was forced to eat on multiple occasions and it made me feel a lot worse. I’m now scared of developing Bulimia (as I figured out a simple method to make myself throw up). I’ve always had a complicated relationship with food, I binge eat a lot (I suspect that my possible ADHD has something to do with it) and my anorexia made that so much worse, since I felt tired, under stimulated, and overall miserable. I’ve seen people be told that they’re “too fat” and a family member would often compare me to those skinnier than me, I’ve always disliked my appearance and my weight was always a big issue for me. I have support from people, but I’m always worried of worrying them with my problems,,, so yeah. Anyway, ... nice to find this community.