Thank You for existing and for everything With Love For you
@Mack
I think it is much needed and important to remind you now more than ever how amazing you are, how much I appreciate you how incredibly kind and compassionate you are, you are such a good friend and an amazing person and life and people have been so unfair to you.
You are one of the bravest and most resilient people I know, I am so glad I met you and I am glad you have been my friend, I know right now life is incredibly difficult and its rock bottom but I want you to know that you dont deserve it in any way, you deserve so much more than what you've had, you deserve love and care and a home and a family and people to take care of you and help you and root for you and think of you and your needs and well being, I know it is so hard to have none of those things and to be all alone.
You have a real big heart Mack, you care so much and have given so much of yourself to a lot of people who dont even deserve it or appreciate you, and as I've told you it IS their loss, they all lost the change to have someone so amazing in their lives, someone so loyal and caring and supportive and fun and smart.
Most people dont have the patience for those who struggle, and dont have the patience to stay through the bad times, they only take and take from others and expect only good things and times. Most people are selfish and lack the empathy, understanding and compassion, to stick around when someone is going through the worst. I am sorry most people you have trusted and cared for left you when you needed them most.
I know I can't do much to help, I wish I could, I wish I could give you everything you deserve, but I do truly care about you and I am thinking of you and hoping for the best because I know how hard it is to have hope when everything is so bad. I hope you hang in there and if I dont see you after Tuesday do know I will be thinking of you and Asher and Yoshi and Nyla. You have done so well today and always, surviving and dealing with everything, you have been real brave and strong, not everybody could do it, all those who judge and are mean and cruel to you, if they had to live one day in your shoes I think they would be more mindful with what they say and do. They know nothing of your struggles and what you are going through. I hope things go well and somehow you can figure it out and I am here with you and for you, if you need to talk, snap, vent, or a hug. Anything. For what is worth you still have someone rooting for you.
Take care, you are in my thoughts ʕっ• ᴥ • ʔっ 💜🤍
alex🥺 i don’t really know what to say…just please know i appreciate you so freaking much and you’re so important to me. you deserve all of that good too and i hope you know that. thank you so much for always being there for me. ʕっ• ᴥ • ʔっ❤️
@Mack
Hope it all goes well today
i appreciate you❤️❤️
@Mack
Have some self care today ʕっ• ᴥ • ʔっ 💜🤍 good luck with everything
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@Mack
maybe try to eat? if u can and say hi to Asher and Yoshi (: have good day, hang in there ʕっ• ᴥ • ʔっ
@ALeXaNdEr0712
you really are such and amazing friend and i appreciate you so much, thank you 🥺❤️
@Mack
Small victories (: u doing well, thanks for the company and the chat keep hanging in there ʕっ• ᴥ • ʔっ
@ALeXaNdEr0712
❤️❤️❤️
@Mack
thank u for caring and everything it means a lot, sorry I can't be here, still rooting for u and hoping for the best, hang in there ʕっ• ᴥ • ʔっ
@ALeXaNdEr0712
you have nothing to be sorry about, i’m here for you always. and i appreciate you so much. if you ever need anything please let me know 🥺❤️
(i also have good news for you next time i see you ✨)
@ALeXaNdEr0712
My turn 😀
Alex, I know you’ve been struggling a lot lately. You haven’t talked much about it and that’s okay, but I want you to know I’m here for you always. I know you get really down and hard on yourself and I can understand that but you truly are such and amazing person and friend. You are so strong and so resilient and I know you can get through this, you always do. You’ve gotten through every single hard day, every day that you thought was the worst day of your life- and you will get through this too. And you don’t have to do it alone. I’ll be here and I know it doesn’t mean much but I care more than I can express through words. You deserve to live an amazing life and I have hope that some day you will get there because I know you are smart enough and strong enough to do so. I am so sorry life has been so *** to you, you are the last person to deserve that. You may not see it right now, but I know you are such a kind soul and such an empathetic and compassionate person. You are stuck in a cold and cruel world and you deserve way better. It’s okay to not be okay, ok? You can do this, and I am so god damn proud of you for everything you’ve gotten through and even more proud of you for continuing to try. And you are trying, everyday when you wake up and get up and go on with your day you are trying and you are succeeding. Even if you’re only existing sometimes, that alone is so freaking hard some days. But you do it. So please don’t forget that, and never forget how proud I am of you and how much I care about you. You’ve got this ʕっ• ᴥ • ʔっ❤️
@Mack
Thanks I gotta send speechless pinto ʕっ• ᴥ • ʔっ that's real kind, I was gonna send that same pic the other day lol
I appreciate it a lot yea and thanks for trying to be there, I don't have much to say lately but the times u have been there meant a lot. Keep hanging in there too Mack I know how hard it is for u too this time of the year and with everything going on, I'm proud of u too and glad u are here (:
@ALeXaNdEr0712
thank you❤️ you’re a great friend and i appreciate you so much ʕっ• ᴥ • ʔっ
@Mack
Take ur meds, drink water, eat something, feed yoshi and mochi and say hi to Rainy and Asher. Hang in there and take it easy, thanks for the good company always
@Mack
I hope today is a bit better than yesterday, remember to eat and drink water and remember that there are people here who care about u, I care about u and I wish and hope always that u safe. U are important and u are a caring and kind person not matter what other people say or think, they don't know u and don't know *** about u, just their judgmental assumptions.
I hope u can stay safe today and I'm proud of u always for how hard u try and I understand how hard it is when u try and others decide that ain't enough and just say *** to u and make u feel worse, how it messes with ur head and how it triggers all this automatic responses and stuff u have used to cope for so long.
I care about u Mack just remember that, there are people who care a lot about u and I'm rooting for u and want u to be happy, healthy, safe and here. U ain't alone and *** anyone that makes u feel u are.
I hope knowing someone believes in u helps a bit. Try to think about yoshi, mochi, Asher and rainy, there is proof that there is good and love and care n u Mack and they are proof of that.
I'm thinking of u not matter what happens u are trying and we do what we can to survive and deal with everything and it's ok. But don't forget u ain't alone and we are here for u.
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@ALeXaNdEr0712
ohh i see the message now :’)
i appreciate you so much alex. thank you for always being there. it means more than you know. youre an amazing friend and im so thankful for you❤️