Bad breakup
M, 35, USA….4 days ago I recently found out that my gf of 5 years, who I planned on proposing to in December, has been cheating on me for the entire relationship..the last guy being my best friend..over the last few years I’ve cut everyone out of my life..I’ve been sober from fentanyl for 378 days today. So that’s why I had to cut ties with my friends..the only 2 people I had left that I thought I could trust with my life, I can now not trust..not close with family and for my sobriety sake don’t want to hit up any old friends…Obviously life has to go on, and I know others are going through much worse…I just don’t know how I go about trusting anybody again..the crazy part is, is I still want her back..but if I’m the man that I think of myself as, I can’t do it….i know in grand scope of things, this isn’t a big deal to anyone but me…I’ve just had a rough few days with nobody to talk to..which I feel weak for even having to download this app or make this post. I just don’t know who else to turn to.
Hi @orangePeach5606 ✨
I am really sorry to read what you are going thru - please let me tell you that it is a very big thing! And it is very important… thank you for sharing it here
One day at a time…a brake up is quite challenging
Sending you lots of good vibes✨
Hey I’m sorry you are going through this. I can’t say I’m going through a similar situation but I realized he’s been cheating with two different girls since this year. And I’m still with him for whatever reason I don’t know. And I can understand you when you say you can’t trust anyone around you right now. I hope time heal your wounds and you get better. I’m here to talk if you want to. It’s gonna get better. Just give it time