Feeling lost

Heyy everyone. I have just joined the community and I need a little advice. You see, I used to be really really jealous of my friend and then those feelings turned into romantic feelings last year. With that, the jealousy didn’t exactly go away and lately I have been working to heal from it and basically get rid of it which has been working kind of well so far. 10 days ago, I told her about the jealousy (I already confessed to her) and she told me she is unsure whether she has romantic feelings for me or not. I was in the process of healing from the crush and I am continuing it but it is difficult as we agreed to give each other space for a while and it is a little difficult to stop thinking about all of our interactions while waiting for an answer. I am worried that if I don’t heal from the crush and she decides she does not have feelings for me I will be hurt again. And no, we can’t be together for personal reasons. I’m so sorry to dump this on everyone but I would really appreciate some help on how to deal with this.