Feeling so lonely

Hi people. Two days ago, I had a bad fight with my best friend. I have a lot of problem with the communication with people, even if I love them. However, I had this fight. My fault. I'm a mess. Nobody likes me because I'm a terrible person. So, since I was very young, I knew I'll die alone. Nobody will ever likes me. How can I blame them? It's all my fault. Look at me. I'm not beautiful, rich, funny or smart. And I'm a terrible person too. Sorry if I wrote all of this. I'm alone and I need some place just to talk...so sorry, people.