I don’t belong in this world

Hey everyone, 

is it just me or do other people feel like they don’t belong in this world, at this time? 

Like I don’t feel like I was meant to be living right now, but maybe a few decades ago… like the 50’s, 60’s, 70’s? 

I can’t keep anyone in my life. Everyone I’ve ever loved besides for my immediate family has left me. And once I make a friend, they eventually leave me. Every single time

now why am I this way? I just can’t understand. I feel like I’m not similar to anyone else, like I don’t belong in this time period, but in a time where life was different: when people didn’t worry so much about them selves, and life was simpler. 

I feel as though this is why I have no friends. And maybe deep down, I don’t want any. I don’t know, I just feel so confused. Just let me know if you feel the same :)