I don’t know if I should post here, but here we go
This isn’t really a friendship, but it felt like one. I had a mentor on an app that wasn’t available for my state. A few days ago, I got my account deactivated because of that. I told my mentor everything. I attempted to k!ll myself after that happened (it didn’t work) and I cry whenever I think about her. I got a dream about her last night, and I woke up crying because it was about her checking in on me. I want to just talk to her one more time, I swear.
@Tired10o
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I'm so sorry this happened and you tried to hurt yourself.
It is hard because you opened up and were able to share.
That's important.
And you relied on the support.
I do think it's important to keep a boundary though because one person cannot give us all we need, or the constant support we crave, one person cannot provide us with happiness, we have to provide that for ourselves. It's important to get support from a couple of places. I'm glad you didn't succeed with hurting yourself because these feelings are intense now, but they will pass 💜💕
I followed her on all the social media accounts I have, I’m scared she’ll recognize me and block me or something. I just want to talk to her again. I might just make an alt account and dm her just to see if she’ll respond. I won’t say she was my mentor