Lonley from the heart and head
Its unexplainable, how lonley I am. I wanna cry but I tell myself I can't not be ok to keep me going. I hate how if feel and I don't understand why I haven't a close friend. I don't know; maybe I need to get over myself
@sydneyfluff77350
Hello,
I am sorry you are having so much pain from loneliness. I don't know why some people suffer more from loneliness than others. I find that people are very superficial and their relationships. I have made relationships and then discover that the people are not who and what I thought they were. I eventually learn the image that attracted me to these people was not what I thought. They truly were like deep down inside. I find for myself that I am very genuine and I need that and return. It is almost impossible to find anyone who is truly genuine with their thoughts and feelings. So many people hide behind a mask of what they're thinking and feeling. I don't have any answers other than to pray that God will send people and to our lives that would be a comfort and a match for companionship.
@ACaringHeartExists
I appreciate the inspiration and the understanding. You voiced the thoughts in my head, now I know I'm not alone in this. I too, am genuine in my thoughts and feelings. I will let a body know when I don't like something but I can be a bit harsh and I have hurt people's feelings because of that. The way I deliver it has gotten better, thankfully. But also, I am not going to soften the blow if the person needs to get off their high horse. I prayed to God, just simply asking why it's like this. It doesn't have to be, but it is. I have yet to find an answer.
@sydneyfluff77350 and @ACaringHeartExists
@FaithfuScout
I agree with what you say.
Also, new here too. I'd appreciate conversation :)
@sydneyfluff77350 ... Nice to meet you :)
Do you have any plans today? For me, I’m going to pay a couple of bills then get ready for work. But I wanted to write to you first and say, Hello.
@FaithfulScout Hi! Nice to meet you too!
My plans for the day are mostly doing my farm chores and summer schoolwork :/ Good for you! Pay those bills! I hope you have a good day at work :)
@sydneyfluff77350
Thanks … you too! (Hope the chores and schoolwork don’t give you too much trouble.)
@FaithfulScout
Thanks :)
@sydneyfluff77350
Greetings!
It is now nighttime where I am, and unfortunately I wanted to send this before the weekend, but it got away from me and now it is bedtime.
But perhaps we can catch up tomorrow or something. I would like to see how your week has been.
Hope to hear from you soon!