Missing my best friend

👋🏻 Hello,

I would like to share something about my bestfriend. This friend of mine was really close to me he's like a brother I never had and he always cares for me. I love him so much I hope he knows that. our friendship has been strong for 7 years he is 3 years older than me so he treats me like his sibling and I did too. I never liked him romantically so did he. I supported him with every relationship he had and comforted him.

We promised when we get older we will see each other and explore the beach since he wanted to see the beach. he never been to one. He would ask if there were sharks, he also said we would play and have fun and he will being his gf with him. I love that idea! My brother is kind and caring. I miss him.

Everything was fine but then his new gf came. She would used him as an entertainment only and I doubt she loved him. I told him many times to becareful but he never listens. He falls into a deep depression and wanted to off himself

"Kambal, I wanna sleep na forever" ofcourse I tried to humor him out of it. he seems fine for months then our last chat was march 2 this year. I was wondering why he hadn't message me so I went to our chat and my heartdrops when I saw I can't chat him anymore I'm either blocked or he deactivated his account. I panicked and tried to fine another way to cintact him but it was hopeless.

I cried for two days, yesterday and today, lmao today I couldn't take it and just cried my heart out on my bestfriends they laugh at me because that was just the reason I was crying. My heart drops they didn't know how much he means to me. Wala na akong kakampi, naiiyak na ako.

I thought it was just an april fools prank. it was not. I didn't know his reasons nor I know if he's still alive. I miss him so much. Kuya Leo, you promised we will be bestfriends forever and ever but why did you leave me? Why did you abandoned me?

-from Kambal