Rlly need friends

My name is zoe I'm turning 16 on October and I REALLY need friends. I never thought about sharing a post like this cuz it kinda sounds needy and I've always thought a friendship is something that finds and you don't look for it, but I just wanna try opening up now. People would think I'm a bit crazy for wanting friends since I live in a boarding house and there's alot of people, but nobody really feels like someone i can be real friends with, there's ALOT of toxicity and gossip so I don't want to get involved, especially because I have alot of anxiety so anytime I hear something about me I just end up crying in my bed. Those people always have ALOT to say and I just think it's too toxic for me. I only have a hobby of reading but if I was rich enough I'd probably be playing tennis-I like sports. My interests are politics, history, fashion and all the pop culture stuff. I didn't plan to have such a long post but I guess I just had alot to share. I hope this finds the right people.🙃