The loss of a group.
My name is Doc. Or atleast that's what it is online.
I joined 7cups because that's how the suicide hotline suggested I use to talk about my issues.
Well here I am and my issue is that recently I lost alot of friends in an argument about loneliness and feeling unwelcome and I guess I broke that wall that I lost them all.
There was about 12 or more and I cared and loved them deeply. They were like a second family to me. We played games we did voice acting and played DND. All online of course.
I just will miss them deeply and unfortunately I will never see them again. I already struggle with meeting new people and being apart of groups and I really don't know what to do now.
Im frankly scared of being alone. I'm scared that I won't find another group or the same thing will happen again. I don't know where to even look. I got lucky with them and now I just feel...afraid.
Losing a group of people you cared about especially ones who felt like a second family is a deep kind of pain, and it makes sense that you’re feeling lost and afraid. When you find a space where you truly belong, and then it’s suddenly gone, it can feel like a part of you went with it. It’s okay to grieve this loss, because that’s what it is a loss. But it doesn’t mean you’ll be alone forever. Right now, it just feels like that because your heart is still raw from everything that happened.
Hi i can feel that u are in a very hard situation. I don't know what say to you, but i just don't want to leave ur thread unseen.
To talk with, i think i might been a similar situation as you. I also lost a group i love so much. The feeling that might i might be hate by somebody bother me a lot.
I wish u can feel less alone
I lost a group too this year. I feel really bad too because I feel like I lost very good friends. I hope you are well