i hate it here
Why is making friends so difficult. I used to be such extroverted and talkative with people and strangers. I don't like I changed. It's so difficult to talk to people. I only have two friends because I lost so many people, they spoke bad about me, they made fun of me and used my name as a "joke". I only have two friends who I'm close with. I have a group of friends on campus but they smoke, vape and drink, I don't exactly fit in. They don't force me to do anything, I just feel left out, if that makes sense. I don't like feeling isolated. I just want to feel peace. My mental state is slowly eating at me.
@Izzyiseepy
I hear how much pain you're carrying right now, and it makes complete sense why you feel exhausted. Experiencing betrayal and being mocked by people you trusted leaves real scars, and it's completely natural that talking to new people feels so much harder now. Wanting peace and genuine connections is a very human thing to crave. It must be so tough sitting with that campus group and still feeling left out because you don't share their habits. You don't have to have it all figured out today. I'm right here listening.
Gurl, I completely agree with you.
I have many friends yaht I made when I was an extrovert but now I am an introvert.
I dont know how to make friends now, idk how to talk to ppl, and when I do talk, I say a single sentence.
I need help.
Not yaht I meant that