If you could write a note to your younger self, what would you say in only three words?
I had two thoughts. 1) Words can hurt. 2) Try your best.
What would your note say? 
What is the point in asking if you are not allowed to answer?...
You deserve love.
I know its hard right now, unbelievably so, but you will make it. Dont listen to her - she is taking out her own issues on you and its not fair. Stand up to her when she goes to far. I wish I could be there to protect you, I wish the adults in your life would protect you - but you are strong and you will make it through.
Seek counselling as early as possible, theres nothing to be ashamed of in asking for help.
She is so wrong - you are deserving of love and you arent evil or poisonous to the people around you. You are loved and one day youll meet the person who will walk beside you and love you beyond measure - but most of all I hope one day you will learn to love yourself.
Kia kaha
Learn how to protect yourself because generally the people that will take advantage of you are the ones you mistakenly trust the most.
You're braver than you think you are and you're smarter than what they made you to be. More importantly, you're not alone 💜
'Life's just begun'
"You know that forgiving yourself is the one thing a person cannot do"
you deserve better
Get your ass into therapy
Things get better
@creativeCar6208 You are absolutely right. My friend told me once: There's always good in the end. If it isn't good, it's not the end yet :)
Live more, travel more. Dont wait for a partner to do so. Enjoy your freedom and independence. Take chances and challenges. Love yourself more. You are beautiful, kind, strong, honest, true. You deserve so much more. Never lose yourself or who you are.