I wish I could tell everybody that...

That my life is a huge mess as it is and I'm beyond exhausted right now. Both physically and mentally.

I wish I could tell people how unstable I truly am and that I need help.

1) I'm bisexual

2) it's hard trying so hard to be fun all the time

3) I really really need to get away from my family because it's not what it shows itself to be .

I want to give up on my husband coming home and move on... but that's no accepted in the group I am around.

@mylifeaseva I wish everyone knew I'm a guy (I'm trans ftm, haven't changed yet) and I wish they accept me

I miss my depressive episodes. In times where I start to feel better, I want to be depressed sometimes. A lot of the time. The happy gets to be too much. Plus it gives people more reason to care. I haven't figured out how to explain to people I'm not ready to be okay.

I don't want to go to college, that I'd much rather work my two jobs.

I'm an addict, I'm not a mind reader, I am a failure, I'm disappointed with myself, I'm sad everyday, I hate everyone some days, and I'm not perfect so if you can't accept me for who I am then leave me alone.

I am going back to that dark place that I've worked so hard to get out of and that i think about killing myself & plan it inside my head constantly but i know if i do they will only add to the suicidal thoughts by making me feel bad about how i am feeling & call me an attention seeker which i am not i just want people to listen to me i want to be heard i want to matter is that too much to ask for?

I don't need everybody to hear this.. but my closest friends and family, please can you just make some time (30 minutes) to just listen to me? Often times, you get so caught up in your exclusive lives, that everytime we meet to talk, you just end up talking about your self. It might not be intersting to you, but it is a great deal to me to have someone to listen to me talk and cry my tears out, then hug me at the end.