I wish I could tell everybody that...

I love Tripp

I wish that I could tell everybody that I am trying my best and it hurts when you compare me to other people.

This is not a secret about me. It's just something I haven't told any of my friends about this to. And it's driving me crazy. There's this guy at my football club. He's very cute.... But When I saw him.. It just 'clicked'... I don't know how to explain that 'click'. This doesn't always happen to me... No matter how good looking or whatever the guy is. But I swear this guy... I can't stop thinking about him. I spoke to him once and after that I never saw him. It's been almost 2 months since I saw him.. And he doesn't come there anymore(the club) I don't know why and it's driving me insane. Aarrrgggg. So frustrating. I only know his name and nothing else... And aarrrgggg. 😣😣😣😣

I spent most of college not studying & seeking out pleasure

I am in pain and that I am sorry for not telling you, and that I don't want to show you my sadness because I am happy around you and that I don't want to upset you. I wish I could tell everybody that I don't want to be here anymore I want to be alone

I want to die

Anyone can help me and everyday I know that for sure . Since my brother died my life is a mess . I can't handle with this anymore ... I even tried to K I I l myself and I was not succeed... I'm not worth ... I'm a failure , my mom and dad can't help me they don't even know anything about me , I cry everyday ... I want to disappear

When I say fight me, I don't mean it as a joke. I seriously want to fight them.

I am strong yet im fragile

it was like there's a moment when i act so confident and cocky but there's also a moment when i act cowardly.

Sometimes i can be really kind but i can also be really mean

then there's a time when im narcissistic then in a flash i feel worthless , i even think to kill myself many times .

It was like i lost my identity as person.

i dont know who am i

who is the real me ?

when people identify themselves as black or white

im neither of them

it feels like i dont have personality

and its frustating

hes finally gone, and i still love him and hurt over him.

i hate that i have to cover up my feelings to make sure people think im.strong.