I wish I could tell everybody that...
of how i feel
I wish everyone knew the things I have overcome in my life to be where I am today and the constant battle I face trying to keep my anxiety and depression in check. I wish I could tell the people that trigger me that they do and make them feel how I feel when they make me anxious.
I am only human, I like to please yes, im a perfectionist and I like to get things right. But i fail, and I hurt people. I punish myself for it especially if you are dissapointed in me. I sit up at night thinking about what i could/should have done better. you have a right to not be pleased with my mistakes but please dont think i dont care about them!
@anonyKiwi6788
Nobody has a right to not be pleased with your mistakes. Only you have the right to make them. Like everybody else.
I wish I could tell everybody that I'm a lesbian without them saying that it was because I was sexually abused.
@mylifeaseva That I'm depressed and every negative comment that they throw at me just goes deeper than they mean it to be.
That life is beautiful, and that every problem is an opportunity to grow and learn. I want one day to be able to carry this message to as much people as I can, in my own attempt to help the world. Peace
@Dropletofhope i used to beleive in these words but i actually realized that it was just a lie. not every problem or hardship can be survived. they may change us but not always in a good way.
it gets better.
I hold back a lot of things in my personal relationships, because I'm scared of being rejected and shamed by them
I wish i could tell everybody that i want to commit suicide, so someone could help..
@Unsteady222 I wish I too could tell that
I wish I could tell everybody that I am so lonely and the only soothing mechanism that I feel fit at this moment is masturbation. However, it always makes me feel guilty so I hate myself for feeling lonely and doing thing that I believe is wrong