I wish I could tell everybody that...
Stay hopefull for the futur and never give up! Things can get better, no mather how bad the current situation looks like.
There are Mods that abuse their power and mutes people for more than a week (still going on) because they don't like the thoughts of different opinions. And that they are the only one that can say "you are wrong and I'm right... and if you don't stop proving how wrong I am I'm going to shotgun mute you".
i wish i could tell everyody that i struggle with my sexuality. Idk if im fully straight or not. I also wish i could tell people just like specifically how i feel. its so hard to describle my jumbled up emotions.
@MusicalHipster i know that feeling i am still figuring that one myself
There's more to my future than meets my past. 🙂
That I'm a lot more sensitive and insecure than I look and portray in public. People seem to have a perception that I have my shit together and that I can take anything people throw at me but honestly I really crave someone who could be gentle to me for once.
Because of my mental health struggles and anxiety its very hard to go to work and i dont handle lots of hours well. I am a hard worker and i also cook and clean. And just because i dont live how my parents want doesnt mean i should be ignored.
I am not as strong as I seem. I cry way too much and way too often. I always seem to be searching for something to fill in the gaping part of my soul. I am intensely lonely at times and I hate that I am so guarded, so afraid of being a burden to anyone that I can't share what I am going through, that I am struggling. I wish I could tell everyone that I lie when I say that I am fine.
I wish I could tell everyone how much I needed them and be sure that when I tell them that, they won't suddenly find me less strong, less capable, less.
@Ash2230 that is so much like me. I hope you can persevere like I'm trying to.
I dont know what i wish to tell because i have no idea how i feel..
i wish i could say im better or worse, i wish i could tell them im afraid and that im not, i wish i could tell them that i'll leave or that i'll stay
and i hate not knowing what i want but i actually never did.
@lexie95
I was reading post and trying to decide what I wish I could tell people and then I read yours and it dawned on me that is me. I can not tell anyone how I feel becasue I am not sure how I feel, or if anyone really cares. I mean really cares they say they do, but I see no action on it. I have told my wife that my biggest dream is to go and see the Buffalo in South Dakota, not a far or expensive trip. We have never made plans and each time it comes up she tells me of all the other things we need to do. If she tells me she wants to go see a snail in wherever I make sure she gets to see it. No wonder I have no feelings left.
@bestPeach7500
yeah it's exhausting when ppl are that selfish that they dont even wanna know what you would like to tell them..
@lexie95
It becomes even more exhausting when I finally get up enough courage to tell them how something makes me feel and the only response is that "I should not feel that way" and they walk away. I am supposed to feel like I matter, but I feel I only matter when I am being seen and not heard. I am good if I am not worried about my feelings and doing something for someone else, but a drag or downer the minute I say how I feel or what I would like to do. Makes me wonder a lot.
I wish I could tell people that i am suffering from depression, and that it is hard for me to open up to people
I wish I could tell everybody that I am not lontley and that I love myself.
I can't. I self loathe. Everyone important in my life leaves me at some point because I must drive them away. I am adopted, my mother didn't keep me (I know her now, please don't tell me it was socio economic, etc...). My adopted parents told me that I was not worth the money it cost to adopt me and that I am not worthy of my adopted surname. My ex-fiancee left me for my best friend. I broke my spine and spent a year in hospital post emergency surgery and my wife only visited me twice.... these are only some examples. Sadly there are others. I've had my heartbroken continually in my 41 years and I don't know if it will ever stop. I've tried. Boy have I tried.
I am so lonely. I am afraid to take on new things and new friends and interests. Those will leave me too, they always do. I don't love myself. And I have tried to. I don't see my worth.
