I wish I could tell everybody that...
I am broken and hurt because of them. They used me when they needed me , they broke their promises , they never cared about me . I AM DONE WITH THEM ! They have done whatever they could and now I've no more energy for anything else . Now, when i understand their their intentions. SO STAY AWAY FROM ME BECAUSE I CAN'T BEAR THEM ANYMORE!
This is great, i'm really bad at expressing myself and this is exactly how I feel.
That I'm not happy, that i've just been pretending. That I've been dealing with a lot over the past 2 years, that no matter how hard I fight Nothing ever gets better, that I've been alone, that they all played a part in me being this way, that it's been so bad that i've been having suicidal thoughts, that i wish i was never born.
@Kristina754 Oh my goodness....I feel exactly as you've described. I am sorry you are feeling so low. I feel you. People always say...happiness is a choice - like you can flick a switch and boom....I ll be happy every day. Coping mechanisms are hard when you've overwhelmed in pain. I hope you can take some comfort from a fellow struggle .💟Hugs to you!
@Kristina754 I feel the same way as well. Hope I get a friend someday!
I wish I could tell everybody that this is not the end. There will come a time that life is truly hard, but it is not always like that. There will always, always be HOPE.
@Yelloworigin18 Yes I agree but....when the real bad days cloud everything hopeful it's hard to think and believe it. Thank you for the kind positivity.
at times, even at their best, that certain things make me unhappy
I feel I'm invisible to them.
I LOVE YOU!!!
I'm misunderstood in this world. I'm a non-stereotypical person. And I get angry easily if I see corruption or stuffs that I hate like smoking and getting drunk and cursing and all that.
I was in so bad mood this morning that I started shouting to one of my family members and stopped talking with them. I have nobody to listen to....no friends and no partners.
The saddest thing is my parents don't really understand my plight, though they assert that they do. What a pity!!
Whenever I get outside, I get strange looks from people ...probably because I'm quite different in my attitude, appearance and dresses. I mean I don't like jeans and all that stuff. I like formals instead. I have been the subject of jokes quite a few times and now I feel like its enough!
It's my time to depart. Depart from this nasty place....depart from this nasty people.
Where will I get those friends who will actually like me? Who would feel my problem...my plight and help me to overcome. ????
And where will I meet new good friends?
I've tried this community....but let me be honest, I HAVEN'T FOUND ANYONE AS SUCH.
Hoping something would make me change for the better!
@placidSky1752 could you explain how you feel a bit more? Maybe I'd understand!
I wish I could tell everybody everything that I'm feeling all the time and not have them think of me less or impact our relationship/connection negatively.
Good time will be come one day . 😊
I'm not a horrible, moody, anti social person inside but I'm not me any more