I wish I could tell everybody that...

its worse than u think.

I wish I could tell everybody that I don't like myself and I can't imagine why they would like me either. I wish I could tell them all that things come up that upset me and I cry. I cry often.

I find it odd that you badger me all the time about my life. You know - because I'm 30 years old, not married, am not interested in a typical vocation and spend a lot of time pondering life?

I find it weird that in my case this isn't good but your Jesus Christ did it and you don't think it's a problem in that situation.

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I know this is a bit religious in nature and it's a good rule of thumb to avoid discussing religion and politics.

But that's what I'd like to say to one of my parents.

I wish I could tell everybody that - sometimes - I want to be heard too :)

I wish I could tell everybody how much I want. How much I work.. How much I dream and desire to be something that I'm not. I'll get there. I'll become it. Then after I do that's all that will matter. :) I'm going to be my best self one day.

I am tired of making everyone happy when they don't know what people have done and said to me because if they knew....court would be involved.

I wish I could tell at least one person how much they truly mean to me.

The girl I used to be is still in here somewhere, but I can't. She is gone, and I'm all that's left.

I just want to be free.

im not a slut. I've actually only ever kissed 2 boys. I don't do hard drugs. And the only reason I don't correct people is because I think they won't like me or want me if they know who I actually am. If they don't know who I really am, they can't really hurt the real me.