I wish I could tell everybody that...
That I'm friendly. I may come off as standoffish because of my introverted personality but I am a friendly person. I'd like to have a big circle of friends and people that I go out with. I actually crave some of that social stuff.
Im not socially awkward in anyway. My biggest problem is nobody wants to talk to me either irl or online. I mean it doesn't help to feel you can't talk to your own flesh and blood how you're doing but it's sometimes even worse when strangers that don't even know you won't give you even a chance.
I wish I could tell everyone that I feel like I'm running out of time to do everything. I wish I could tell everyone that I actually enjoy spending time with people and being able to make friends, but I just can't. It feels like there is a barrier between me and normal people around me. I wish I could tell everyone that I wish I could be normal, just like everyone else..
I wish i could tell everybody that they should just leave me alone. And it's not like i chose to lay in bed ,not doing anything, not cleaning my room,not taking showers, not studying, and taking so much time in doing simple tasks because I'm lazy, it's because I'm depressed .
I wish i could tell everybody that I'm depressed but i can't.
@tidyJar6514
I feel you, depression often makes us feel isolated, it takes all of our strenght and energy away. This isn't your fault. Hang in there, and stay strong. Just remember that smooth sailing never made a skillful sailor.
@CoolRainboom
I will try my best, thank you.
That I actually love small talk and being social with people. And that social anxiety is not a lie or an excuse to hide my indifference about social situations.
Even though I am smiling, I am not always happy.
I wish I could tell people I don't want to be alive. I can be happy, but suicide is always in the back of my head.
I just want to be a woman sometimes, and enjoy the frillier, sexier, more fun clothes women get to wear.
I wish I could tell everybody that I am in love with a listener online. He is so nice and understanding that he makes me feel good about the horrible thing. He knows how to talk and he talks so fluently my heart and my mind. Can he be the one I can be with because so far, he is the smartest one I know?
i am broken. i cannot be fixed. if you try, you will get hurt. if you can live with that for the rest of your life then be my guest. but noone can deal with it. my own parents gave up months ago. but its okay... im alive.... right?
