I wish I could tell everybody that...

I hate going out.

I am not antisocial, there are reasons why I don't talk with them so stop trying.

Im so lonely . So alone. I want a friend or rather a boyfriend . Anyone who will accept me no matter how weird i can be.

That I want to feel loved, that even if I know they care about me, I need a kiss, a hug, an "I'm proud of you", a " You look beautiful with your hair like that"... I just feel like they don't even care about me

Im hurting on the inside, that I wonder why Im alive today. That my legs hurt consistently

To shut up,

To be quiet,

To stop hurting each other,

To appreciate one another,

To love everyone for who they are,

To forgive, but never forget,

To try and understand others,

But most importantly to tell themselves they're perfect just the way they are,

To stop hurting themselves,

To appreciatethemselves,

To love themselves,

To forgive themselves, but never forget themselves,

and to try to understand themselves.

Because I believe you are all perfect just the way you are, 😊 So, don't you dare change, 🤗

I wish I could tell everybody that my smile is fake and Im just acting like Im fine for the sake of their happiness and their fun. I wish I could tell everybody that I dont have the energy to go out and do things instead of making up stupid lies and trying to catch up to them. I wish I could tell everybody that Im not comfortable in my own skin, I hate myself, Im ugly, worthless and undeserving of any kind of relationship. I wish I could tell everybody that I just want to be free from myself.... if that makes any sense.

that I just want to be respected and that I want a break one in awhile and get have rest and fun and have someone really understand me and get to know who I really am.

Honestly there's so much I wish I could tell but I can narrow it down to 3.

I wish I could tell everyone that I'm lonely sometimes but making friends is hard. I'd love to just make a connection with another person, have a best friend who I don't have to act around. I want to be able to trust and love someone who does the same back.

I wish I could say I need help. I want to just be able to ask without holding back and fearing judgement. I want to be able ask for help when I need it.

And lastly this isn't really something I'd want to tell everyone but just one person. I wish I had enough courage to tell someone I like them.

I wish I could tell everybody how bad my depression and anxiety have really gotten, and how much I struggle with them both. How often I have to argue with myself just to get out of bed to eat something.