I wish I could tell everybody that...
There is hope....
That people really do care about you
I'm scared and alone and confused, and I feel like my life is going nowhere and I'll never be good enough...but that I really AM trying my hardest andI don't mean to come across as annoying or stubborn or unreceptive ever... All I want is to love and be loved! ._.'
I wish they knew how much I struggle with my own self, stress, studies, and life in general. I wish they knew I am a disturbed teen. I wish they knew how over thinking actually feels like. I wish they could see the void that persists in my heart. And how impossible it is for me to assume a positive attitude. They don't really know what it feels like to be me when my mind starts to mull over the things in an extreme manner.
I wusish my mom knew how much I am in love with a person who can never be mine. I wish that I never actually got to know that person. Without him, no meaning seems there to life.
I wish there was actually someone who could help me... but in the end there is none...
i wish i could tell everyone that i am not what i seem and i am not who they make me out to be
I am not what they think.
Im tired of being tired. Im tired of the tears. Tired of the anxiety. Tired of feeling worthless. Tired of simply existing.
@BabyGirl1983 I know how this feels. Right now I'm that tired. Just let go. Let it all go, cry, smile, laugh, scream, stretch, curl, whatever comes just let it go. I know it doesn't seem it is going to end but there will be a moment of peace waiting for you. It's painful until you get there but it is worth it. Hope you get better.
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@CharlieM96 we all slow down at times. you are stronger than you think you are.
I wish I could tell everyone that I'm as strong as they make me out to be. That I'm no superman with the ability to fix everyone's problems, and that I'm just as broken as everyone else.
I'm not okay. Please help me. I'm not okay at all.