I wish I could tell everybody that...

I wish everyone knew the daily endless struggle and fight I have with myself not to cut myself. It simply doesn't end even though it's been three years. It's a constant battle with my own mind.

That the reason I might not reach out to you and try to make plans is because I'm afraid of rejection. That I have social anxiety and don't have a lot of close friends, I didn't make any close friends in my first year at university and I'm trying again in my second. That I want to be a part of this group but don't know if I can. That I'm really thankful you're hanging out with me.

I get sad, depressed, and angry. I'm human and I'm not perfect. I make mistakes.....wait I must remind myself of that first. Lol

That I want to be happy so bad but my body won't physically let me.

I can't remember the last time that I was truly happy, and how numb I am most days.

I feel like I'm dying inside.

@mylifeaseva I'm in pain

Not everything happening in my life wrong is with my boyfriend!!!

I'm trans

That me and my mom do not get along anymore and I miss it very much.