Life Deactivation
Does anyone know how to deactivate from life/reality? theres a lot of things going on in my life rn and everything at once. ive been thinking about to end things but i dont really wanna d1e yet..im not ready..i need a temporary deactivation. im a female 21, a student and im living with my strict parent. going out is not an option i have. im sorry but i dont wanna hear nice things from stranger who doesnt even know my name. i dont have any friends to talk about it. my parent wont let me get professional help cause it consumes money and they said im just not religious enough...lecturers make my life harder as well by deleting my work without telling me, blackmail me, gave me a warning letter, reject my work last minute and said i didnt do the assignments. theres so much more going on but i dont know how to fully explain and express them..i mean no point in doing so. its easier giving advice behind screen then to really face it in reality.
@suecyde well done on being courageous and sharing this
its hard to get out of the dirt and i want you to keep going although its tough
share stories
take care of yourself
respect yourself
7cups.com/crisis to look at if things get too difficult and seek support x
Self-harm recovery is a community as well.
@suecyde
7cups.com/BrowseListeners to explore the shame, guilt, hurt that is coming up for you and what ways you use to cope xx