Breakup rant
She said she still wanted to be friends. They always say that. But then they ghost you. She’s an amazing person but I wish we didn’t talk. Every time we do it’s torture. I want to tell her how much I love her. How much I want to be with her. But we can’t. I hate it. I wish we weren’t in the same friend group. But then again it feels as if I can’t live without at least seeing her. I don’t know what to do.
@dynamicMap9221, even though you are in same friends group , you need to tell her that you are not interested in just being friends with her . If not , you are choosing this decision to hurt you for life or until you forget her.
I feel the same exact way and it's pure torture. Everyday I wake up and it's something completely different. I try my best to keep it together around him but he's honestly destroying me. He acts like he wants me around so I go see him and the whole time I'm there girls are calling and texting him left and right but he claims he's got nothing going on with them so I leave his house feeling like a complete jackass but at the same time I don't know how to not love him while he's busy giving his time to God knows how many other females. I'm mentally emotionally and physically exhausted. I wish I knew what the answer is other than smoking a pack of cigarettes a day.
