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User Profile: Lostinseablue
Lostinseablue December 6th, 2014

I'm in the forum because I don't have the confidence to contact a listener. If I put it in here there's a good chance it will passed over. I'm a sad one. I really need someone to talk to bit at the same time I'm too scared to. I'm so low and alone. And tried of dealing with it alone. But it's probably just me being dramatic idk. If it was really something some one would have noticed by now right. I'm just a dram monkey. Idk.

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User Profile: amicablePerson37
amicablePerson37 December 6th, 2014

You are not alone. Whats on your mind?

User Profile: Lostinseablue
Lostinseablue OP December 6th, 2014

Idk. I just feel so low. I feel like throwing everything I have away so I don't have to deal with. I honestly will throw my dishes in a box and get rid of them. I just feel so low. Like I'm trying to live a normal life with my kids while everything falls apart around all the time. It feels like there has never been a time where I could relax and enjoy life without everything else falling to pieces. And I'm desperate to talk to someone. But I don't know if anyone would really want to hear, if I'm just being dramatic and if nothing really. I have a loving partner but he has pressures too without mine. And I have no real friends. I was making friends with one person but we've barely spoken in months. I'm just such a mess.

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User Profile: amicablePerson37
amicablePerson37 December 6th, 2014

I dont have any friends either really.. Its frustrating.. To no be heard, i know that.. Or even hard to trust anyone with your feelings... Or problems you share.. I too am married with a loving husband... He has his own problems,,, but i get frustrated with myself for some reason.. I feel you.. Although i dont have any kids

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User Profile: Lostinseablue
Lostinseablue OP December 6th, 2014

Idk. I just feel so low. I feel like throwing everything I have away so I don't have to deal with. I honestly will throw my dishes in a box and get rid of them. I just feel so low. Like I'm trying to live a normal life with my kids while everything falls apart around all the time. It feels like there has never been a time where I could relax and enjoy life without everything else falling to pieces. And I'm desperate to talk to someone. But I don't know if anyone would really want to hear, if I'm just being dramatic and if nothing really. I have a loving partner but he has pressures too without mine. And I have no real friends. I was making friends with one person but we've barely spoken in months. I'm just such a mess.

User Profile: Lostinseablue
Lostinseablue OP December 6th, 2014

I feel like an actual loser. Like I really am pathetic. I'm love and am grateful for my partner and our children. But as an individual I'm hopeless. I can't even drive myself around.

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User Profile: amicablePerson37
amicablePerson37 December 6th, 2014

Hhmmm.. How old are you?

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amicablePerson37 December 6th, 2014

What is your nationality,, im always interested..

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amicablePerson37 December 6th, 2014

I dont even have a car... I would like to drive myself around.. I feel like i got my liscense for nothing.. Seriously.. You can definitely donaomething about that,, whats stopping u?

User Profile: Lostinseablue
Lostinseablue OP December 6th, 2014

27 :(, and I'm from Australia.

User Profile: amicablePerson37
amicablePerson37 December 6th, 2014

Why cant you learn to drive,, ask your husband to teach you or a close relative... You know..

User Profile: amicablePerson37
amicablePerson37 December 6th, 2014

You know first of all, you need to get out of the house , take stroll to the park with your kids, be active,, if you are not already doing so.. Live life.. Because when live isnt being lived, its being wasted...

User Profile: Lostinseablue
Lostinseablue OP December 6th, 2014

I don't have a licence or a car. And it's been hard to get the money to change this. To a point where I'm afraid I'll be a lousy driver because I didn't learn when I was younger and more confident.

User Profile: amicablePerson37
amicablePerson37 December 6th, 2014

:) no its fine.. Its not scary.. Practice alot.. Thats wat helped me and everyone. I still get nervous every once in a while but everytime i drive again, i feel more confident then i did before