I need someone to talk to NOW
I hate having to resort to these sort of things but I am seriously in stress. I hate where I am at right now and need some advice. I dont need money hungry, "fake their way through" therapist's to tell me shit I already know. I need someone to ACTUALLY legitamely want to help, is that so damn hard?
@sbuckout1
Hey buck! Have you tried going through the list of verified listeners here? I find that picking out verified listeners who have good ratings, tend to be more beneficial when you need to talk to someone. You can always enlist the help of members here on the forum or in the support rooms, if you would prefer that instead.
Would you like to talk about what is happening here? I'd be more than willing to lend you a ear to listen! 
I hope you feel better soon 
xx
@sbuckout1 If you are in urgent need of someone to message with via text, and you are in the US, try texting the texting hotline at 741 741. It's anonymous and no one will pressure you into doing anything you don't want to do. You can drop the messaging at any time by letting the person you are texting with know that is what you want to do.
If it's a crisis and you need to talk to someone via phone, and yes, this is for the US as well, you can try the hotline at 1-800-273-TALK.
And I agree that there are fanatstic Listeners here you can access by clicking on the "first available" link to be connected to one as soon as the next one is open for you to talk with.