The problem is whenever I talk to a listener, what happens is that I barely got to talk them again. I had a long term listener too but they don't even get to talk much. I need a listener consistently for a particular period of tine.
I'm not sure what I'm dealing with could be depression or loneliness, but it's getting worse . I've been missing some people it's hard to get off people who barely even care to talk to me i mean whyy do i even miss them at first place it's a mess.
Things got worse now, I have a muscular disorder too (Duchenne muscular dystrophy) which limits my movements making me wheelchair bound. So it's hard to focus on other things like physical health now because of all this things bothering me emotionally. It all sounds absurd I guess because I can't even do things without help,.
•I don't feel like doing anything, and it's simply causing more problems in my life. I don't even go school because i dropped out due to physical problems I feel so useless as if I don't do anything in my life .I had to drop out because I thought I have to focus on my physical health. Whenever someone talks about school I simply try to run away from conversation.