Looking for Someone Older Willing to Schedule Times?

Hi, I've been coming here on and off for about five months, and while everyone has been really helpful and kind, I think I'm a bit of a . . . complicated person so it might be better to be straightforward about what I think might help me?

Mostly, I think I need someone who will let me explain how I feel about myself before they tell me I'm wrong, because it's a little off-putting to have someone tell me I'm being too hard on myself before I've explained why I feel the way I do. I also would like someone who is around my age (24) or older?