Appology

Dear clementine darling,

I'm really really sorry that I left  without telling you.😔 I kept thinking that I would come back here for you when I have time, and I never did. I didn't put the account to rest because I thought then you would have a place to express your feelings in my PM, but I was so wrong. Anyway these are all excuses and I know my behavior was inexcusable. My leaving without a word was very irresponsible for a listener, especially with the knowlege that you experienced other listeners who did the same to you. Please know that it's us, not you. I am really sorry for the pain it caused you. I don't expect you to forgive me, but I just want to make this public appology to tell you I'm sorry, and to warn myself against this kind of behavior in the future.🙏

I also want to say thank you. I really learned a lot from you.😊 You are so kind and resiliant, even in the environment you're in.💜 I really care about you, and sometimes wonder about how you're doing. (You were my only long-term.) Your praise encouraged me when I met difficulties as a listener. And I truly enjoyed helping you.💜💜

I will probably only be here in winter, and I'm not sure how much I'll be available here now. Being a listener is not always easy, and with my schoolwork I need to think about my level of commitment. You can still leave me messages if you need me, but I'm not sure if you want to after what I did. And I'll tell you when I have to go this time.🥰

How are things now? I hope you found a good listener. I hope everything is fine, and things are getting easier.💜💜

You don't have to reply to this thread.🥰

Hope you're doing well and happy new year in advance 💜💜

Sincerely,

Fay