At My Lowest
I’ve been feeling so low lately. I find myself crying a lot out of the blue and when I ask myself why I’m having immense emotions, I can’t think of something so significant that has happened this year for me to feel like everything is shattering again.
I don’t know if it’s just me being a woman and my hormones are acting up or the fact that things have been repetitive recently.
I have a friend and I’m not even sure if I could call him that anymore since recently he got annoyed by me. I used to be able to talk to him about anything and feel like I’m not alone with my thoughts, but maybe because of my trauma or abandonment issues, I just ruined another friendship.
I know I’m being irrational, and people can just say to just stop over reacting or feeling the fear or losing people, but I feel like it’s so hard to do that recently.
@Alpacameh
The situation you're in is very difficult, and I think you lack acceptance. There's no one to tell you that this is normal and that we can go through difficult times, but we shouldn't give up. If you're alone right now, it's harder, but the main thing is to not think you're weird and don't give in to other people's opinions. Yes, you're not in the best position right now, but you still have your own goals, dreams, and desires. So don't worry so much; you'll still find good people and things that can bring joy back to your life. Hang in there!